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zzz (Sleep Forever)

by Fairies! No Mercenaries

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I've spent all this time circling, circling, circling. Look at how I've spent all this time wondering when the circling will end. Where did everyone go? Where did everyone go? Where did everyone go? And did I give them all reasons to leave? Where did everyone go? Where did everyone go? Where did everyone go? And did I give them all reasons to leave? I don't blame anyone for the person that I am except myself. Expect myself. I feel all the guilt about slipping away, I guess I hate myself. I guess I hate myself more than I can take.
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Ghost 02:46
You are the ghost that's haunting my soul - I can't let you go because you're all that I've got. You are the ghost that's haunting my soul - but I can't let you go because you're all that I've got. I've got this personality that's eaten up by all the things that make me cry.
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NvMB 04:16
I've got no time It ain't mine Can't keep things still, Keep it still Keep it in my pocket. My pocket. I've got this money It ain't mine Can't keep it still, Keep it still Keep it in my pocket. My pocket. I'm running on all of this anxiety The future isn't bright for me All of this anxiety The future isn't bright for me. I don't care what you say. I don't care what you take from me. If it won't stop me feeling broken, then I don't care. I don't care. I don't care. I don't care. I've got this static Yeah it's mine It's the only thing I think that I can claim in my life. In my life. I'm running on all of this anxiety The future isn't bright for me All of this anxiety The future isn't bright at all. I don't care what you say. I don't care what you take from me. If it won't stop me feeling broken, then I don't care. I don't care. I can't care. I don't care. I guess that I am numb.
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MPDG 02:26
I feel so heavy. I feel so heavy. I wouldn't mind dying like this, gently fall asleep. I feel so heavy. Heavy. Not everybody dies alone. Some people die in other's arms. Not everybody dies alone. Some people die in other's arms.
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eyes half open staring off early morning i have my thoughts carefully planning to make it through but what's the point hello my beautiful nightmares you only come to me while i am sleeping hello my beautiful nightmares where are you now? where are you now? where are you now? the panel's shifting slowly the pane's shifting quickly can't really tell what's time anymore am i awake or am i sleeping? am i awake while i am dreaming? it's moving slowly, faster, faster the voices coming back again i can't stay here for you hello my beautiful nightmares you only come to me while i am sleeping hello my beautiful nightmares where are you now? where are you now? where are you now?
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just look at the way you're holding the knife/night none of the tendons could put up a fight you only do this to your-self-medically, self-medically
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I'm closing my eyes just to think of you. You're entering my house I was 7, maybe 8, maybe 9 You had a family I thought that you had friends I thought that you were doing better But eyes don't always tell the truth What does anyone learn from death? What can anyone take from death?
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Who's mistake brought us out here Unable to feel The world around us Tell me who's mistake Made us so scared And so damn impaired To even get up I don't want to live as another example Of what to never become Of what to never become But I don't want to die as another example Of what you could become Where is the sympathy, there is no sympathy Demonize me I'm the only one that will cry While you demonize me, demonize me, demonize me Demonize me There's no sympathy while we die When you demonize me, demonize me, demonize me Who's mistake Turned this window red With the blood of my dreams A whole decade behind me I forgot how to speak Resuscitate this heartbeat Take pills just to sleep But oh god, I cry when I wake I don't want to live as another example Of what to never become Of what I wish I never became But I can't control if I'm gonna die as an example Of what you could become There's no sympathy that's too expensive here Demonize me I'm the only one that will cry While you demonize me, demonize me, demonize me Demonize me Money doesn't move for death I don't want to live as another example Of what to never become Of what to never become I'm gonna die as another example Of what you could become I'm what you could become I don't want to live as another example Of what to never become Of what to never become I'm gonna die as another example Of what you could become I'm what you could become
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S.I.L.E.N.T. 05:03
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released September 30, 2020

Zurostudios' Sam Ingram - Album Artwork:
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www.instagram.com/sam_zuro/


Brody McKeegan - Mixing & Mastering:
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www.instagram.com/brodymckeegan/

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